It’s always great when someone you thought you were really close to as a friend, and had been for years is a complete dick and ignores you, and ditches you for prettier, and obviously more interesting people - I’m know I’m boring, and a bitch half the time, but I don’t deserve that. But I can’t stay mad at you because I still consider you a friend - haha, aren’t I so fucking nice.
I feel numb. I have no imagination or thoughts towards anything or anyone at the moment. I don’t want any of this anymore.